REVEALING MY LAST DARK SECRETS...

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Enrique Luna
Enrique Luna - преди час
I'm glad you made it through the other side and were able to make amends with your mom... you're very blessed to make things right. Good for you honey!
Lindsy Haber
Lindsy Haber - преди 5 часа
Jeffree STAR 🌟 I'm a fan! I dont have snapchat or instagram but i wanted to show love and support im from the Mitten (like your beau) and normally people from MI show alot of love when they have a platform and to see you showing love to MI simply by proxy is pretty awesome. I love that you're YOU and have been doing YOU when it wasnt cool to be different PEROID! you're inspiring, entertaining and beautiful! I wish you so much continued success cheers with Shirley temples of course! Xoxo
disturbedbiatch9 0
disturbedbiatch9 0 - преди 7 часа
My old bestfriend used to cut herself! :(
febyanganne viiernes
febyanganne viiernes - преди 14 часа
I love you.. 😘
Chelsea Tully
Chelsea Tully - преди 22 часа
So cool to be able see how big of a change you made in your life, from childhood, to adolescence, then young adult, and now! You’ve been thru a lot, you’re going thru a lot, and you still make me laugh my ass off. I enjoy every video you make! And I’ve just started watching recently. Your YouTube channel is now what I watch whenever I have spare time (spare time is code for: when I finally have time to relax and smoke 💨 lol) I think you’re amazing. You’re my favorite youtuber (if that’s even what people say) only used youtube for music before. Saw a random video scrolling on my Facebook on a make up review you did, I’m hooked on you. So funny. Thanks for entertaining my life with positive vibes and laughter ❤️
Dakota Condon
Dakota Condon - преди 23 часа
I’m crying watching this 6 years ago I stopped harming myself . A few months ago I fell down another hole of depression and seriously lost myself and just like you said just had to see if it still felt the same and it didn’t and as weird as it sounds it felt good to know I didn’t want to do that and had no desire to. I met you this weekend and days before I was struggling to find a reason to live but meeting you inspired me so much knowing I can do anything if I put my mind to it and has a great life and make it whatever I want. I have never felt such a purpose to life till I met you in person . I love you and I’m so happy you’ve grown and are happy and found someone to be happy with. I wish I could have a full conversation with you especially about our moms. I feel like it would be so fucking inspiring you’re amazing and have changed my life. I hope I can meet you again! I love you ❤️
Samantha A
Samantha A - преди ден
I appreciate your honesty. When you said that there is this sadness that is in your bones I totally got that. I say that about myself. Thanks for doing what you do!
Vicky White
Vicky White - преди ден
Bless you and your mother. Thank you for also suing your pain to allow others to realize they are not alone and there is hope. This will allow all of you to heal, learn, forgive and enjoy life now!
Cristin Stuart
Cristin Stuart - преди ден
I love you! We all love you! You always have someone. Anxiety and Depression are my jail cell life can suck more so then normal with it
Robin Schel
Robin Schel - преди ден
Thank you Jeffree for sharing your story. You are actually helping me with my battle against selfharm and suicidal thoughts. Thanks to you I feel like I’m heard. Thankyou queen, kisses from Amsterdam
YaGirl Cherry
YaGirl Cherry - преди ден
Hi Jeffree, I am re-watching this video for no reason, and I wanted to add another positive comment to the thread. I am also a “recovering” cutter with scars all over my arms and thighs... and when I watched the Shane series and this video, I cried. It’s such a complicated thing to be a cutter, and no one but another cutter can understand. I want to say to you and everyone else here who’s a cutter, was a cutter, or whatever the situation... you are not alone and there are people who love you (even if it’s us, a stranger). When I’m in dark days trying to get out of it, I now have gotten to the point of healing where I do not turn to cutting myself. I don’t even contemplate it anymore. There IS hope, and healing will happen for you. I love you, person reading this who is struggling with the same trauma. I started getting tattoos as a form of pain release instead of cutting. And to cover my scars (which I ended up destroying because of multiple relapses.
I don’t really know what else to say other than that. It gets better. You are not crazy, you are hurting, and there’s a difference. Xoxo - Ya Girl Cherry 🍒
only1synergy
only1synergy - преди 2 дни
Happy 5 yrs. Thank you for sharing your story. More we talk, more we support and help. You are not alone.
Violet Eyes
Violet Eyes - преди 2 дни
Thank you, for being open and sharing god I love you , you've inspired me and you've helped me and I used to feel that way too and for all the same reasons. 💜☮💜 I'm so glad you can open up to help others
Allison Bellan
Allison Bellan - преди 2 дни
I have not spoken to or seen my son in 3 yrs. Your story gives me hope that one day we will connect again. You are an inspiration to me!!!
lisa miller
lisa miller - преди 2 дни
oh Jeffree... even though this is a year old i really do feel for you and i am currently battling suicidal thoughts for similar reasons. then last year i suffered a stroke and died for nearly 5 minutes. i went up to heaven and met jesus. i found myself bowing to him then hugged him. then looking past him i saw family and friends that lived before me and i also held my son who i lost in 2017 due to a miscarriage. they all had a message for me: keep going. God has a plan. fast forward a year later. i recovered relatively fast and God has still yet to reveal his plan for me. in time he will for you too.
kelly lee
kelly lee - преди 2 дни
OMG Bawling! My mom left me when I was 4. She died in a drunk driving accident when I was 13. I don't remember her. Life is short. So happy for your reconnection!
cassandra mainville
cassandra mainville - преди 3 дни
Thank you for sharing Jeffree. I was bullied a lot in school and got depressed. I wanted to die and feel something so I'd hurt myself. Thankfully, I found an angel on earth, a therapist who listened. For ths past two years I've been clean. (That's how I put it as it was an addiction)
Bailey Landrum
Bailey Landrum - преди 3 дни
You are Beautiful inside and out....jeffree I love you
Coming from a person who overcame self harm
The scars and mistake do not define who you are they show how strong you are
Michele Stonerock
Michele Stonerock - преди 3 дни
Love you 👾
Stephanie Higgins
Stephanie Higgins - преди 3 дни
I love you Jeffree! You are such a strong, AMAZING and inspiring person. 💙💙
Eboii Wrecker
Eboii Wrecker - преди 3 дни
My family is going through the worst time right now we have been separated by child services because my mom can't find a home for us my brother is 5 my sister is 18 months and I'm 9 . I watch you everyday even repeated shows so it helps me get though missing my family SOOO much. Is not fair that they can come Seperate us ll because places winter rent to my mom because she's on disability . I hope pray everyday we will be together soon. Love you Jeffree ⭐️
angelica peoples
angelica peoples - преди 3 дни
Jeffree we love you so much.
laura kinion
laura kinion - преди 3 дни
You are such an incredible person. You are smart, articulate, beautiful and just an all around cool person. Never doubt yourself.
Kersty Philo
Kersty Philo - преди 4 дни
I love you Jeffree! I wish I could meet you, and just give you a big hug. 💕
Rachel Spencer
Rachel Spencer - преди 4 дни
Some of the most beautiful kind ppl have been hurt the worst. I love you
Antwon Cash
Antwon Cash - преди 4 дни
That eye peeking out his robe looking at us
Julie Rigby
Julie Rigby - преди 5 дни
Praying for you and I no about cutting. Postive attitude will vary get you through keep fighting never give up
Verônica Tessari
Verônica Tessari - преди 5 дни
I understand you, I am mutilated since I was 11 years old by having abusive parents, and now I'm 23 already married and I have my children but those feelings do not disappear. it actually seems worse because I've always dreamed of happy days of freedom and now that I can live it feels like my heart is still in the past, unable to feel. Nobody cares if we get hurt but they are always shocked when we fall, I'm here waiting for happy days for us that are so different but we feel the same.
Crissi H.
Crissi H. - преди 5 дни
Thank you for being you and letting people know it is OKAY to be the YOU you want to be!
Jenny Parker-Stocks
Jenny Parker-Stocks - преди 5 дни
Absolutely true!! Often the people who are hurting the most on the inside are smiling on the outside!! As a psychologist, I can confirm this is absolutely backed up by statistic’s!! People who are depressed and talk about suicide the most often, are statistically shown to be less at risk of acting upon it, than those who are depressed but don’t talk about it or suicide, appear to be coping and are smiling on the outside!!
So never judge a book by its cover and always reach out to, and be there for, suffer’s ( even if they push you away, keep reaching, please, as that’s generally a classic ‘defence mechanism’; they are hurting so much and feel so rejected and alone, that they would rather push first, to prevent themselves being pushed away again and facing more rejection ) or, just people in general! Because, even if they look like they are fine and/or say they are fine, inside they might not be at all, and, may in fact be one of the most at risk people of all! Potentially, feeling so alone and depressed that life is no longer worth living, and/or feeling so alone and depressed because they cannot even show their real pain and suffering to anyone; either because there is no one who cares, or due to fear of the consequences etc..!! So please, always take time to be kind ( it costs nothing ) to stranger’s, check in on family or friends regularly, especially if you know they are suffering from depression! Because, even if they say they are fine, smile and joke, that can potentially be a deflection and a false front! In reality, they may feel so alone in this world, that they cannot even begin to fathom how ,or, to who, they can even begin to articulate how badly they are suffering , or, they may fear they will be locked away, if they share the “deep dark truth” etc! So, you never know that what might feel like a small interaction to you, may actually be helping save another person’s life; and preventing them from becoming another ‘Statistic’!
Obviously, I’m not saying this is the case with every person; and I’m certainly not trying to cause mass panic! I just want to help spread some awareness, that is absolutely backed up by Statistics; that those most likely to actually commit suicide are often those that talk about it the least, or not at all, and smile and act like they are coping to the onlooker! So just food for thought, being there for someone, even if they try to push you away, costs nothing; but, it is in fact PRICELESS!! 🙏✌️🙏!!
Story Of A Girl
Story Of A Girl - преди 5 дни
gaaaahhh I love you Jeffree!! You are an icon! ❤
Jackie Ream
Jackie Ream - преди 5 дни
I love you jeffree you are an amazing person thank you for sharing your story with us I can relate
Kristel Jem
Kristel Jem - преди 5 дни
I Love you Jeffree! I was a cutter also. I've struggled with depression since I was a little kid. I'm 35 now and it comes and goes, but I haven't cut since I was in my early 20s. I understand by you saying "this isnt it anymore" because the last time I cut it was not the same. I didnt Need to do it anymore. I realized I am a survivor. I can handle life, sadness, loneliness, and move on now. I get you 100%. I also was Goth. But it was more for fashion and makeup, not attention or because I was "sad" I just love the "dark side" lol 😉
Jessica Kissner
Jessica Kissner - преди 6 дни
I can’t tell you how many times I have gone and replayed 6:33-6:53 that simple twenty seconds of honest truth hits me so hard, and sometimes that’s all I need to remind myself that it’s okay to not be okay. Thank you. It’s rare that I get told stuff like that anymore since I’m “better now.” Everyday is a struggle, and once again I thank you so much.
balbinder bains
balbinder bains - преди 6 дни
thats one crazy story
Teresa Cienfuegos
Teresa Cienfuegos - преди 6 дни
Sending hugs ohh my the pics you have great style I need to hear your music 🙌
Chelsea Henckel
Chelsea Henckel - преди 6 дни
Ive been wanting a tattoo to cover the scars on my arm unfortunately its pricey i hope i will have enough to get it one day
Lisamarie Blumberg
Lisamarie Blumberg - преди 6 дни
I’m so sorry you ever felt that way. You are loved, more than you know. I have been watching you and I am amazed at what an amazingly beautiful soul you are. As a Mom, all I want to do is give you a hug and tell you, that you are a valuable person who deserves nothing but love and respect.
Erika D-F
Erika D-F - преди 6 дни
Thank you for being brave. I know those feelings way too well. Love you!
Zoë Wall
Zoë Wall - преди 6 дни
I didnt watch the whole video because of the warning at the beginning but i really hope you are ok now. You are an amazing person and i love watching your videos and no matter what ever negative things people say about you no one deserves to go through that kind of stuff. Just know for every person that hates you there are TONS more that love and appreciate you. Stay strong you got this. ❤️
Rachel Dahlia
Rachel Dahlia - преди 7 дни
I just did some similar vids where I start opening up and sharing too. Props to you babe. You're amazing.
sanja bogović
sanja bogović - преди 8 дни
it is so rare to see a soul as pure as Jefree's. i can't believe i cryed on a make up chanel
Megusta vlft
Megusta vlft - преди 8 дни
Thank you for letting us know jeffree ! Fans from malaysia! I love your nails and the real you. Really thank you so much for open up to us! Love ya!
Fabia Tampubolon
Fabia Tampubolon - преди 9 дни
I feel you, you’re not alone Jeffree ♥️ My prayer goes to you ♥️
butterfly6199
butterfly6199 - преди 9 дни
wow, I am happy that you reconnected with your mom....a mother's love is unconditional, she is the one that truly loves you and a mother is only one....good for you...
BellsButterfly
BellsButterfly - преди 9 дни
Jeffree Star: I didn’t feel alone, and I feel alone a lot.
Me: same. :/
teenie beenie
teenie beenie - преди 9 дни
be careful bout shane babe,,,,,k?
Jennifer sweetgolden2010 Miller
Jennifer sweetgolden2010 Miller - преди 9 дни
Sending love from British Columbia Canada
Christina Leclerc
Christina Leclerc - преди 9 дни
Oh Jeffree...I’m so sorry for the pain you’ve experienced in your life! It’s so important to tell your story because you never know who will hear it and be helped or even saved by it. You’re right, feeling badly is a part of life & it’s nothing to be ashamed of. We just can’t dwell in the sadness lest it takes us down a path we can’t return from. So many people put on that smile and act like everything is fine when in reality they’re dying inside. (The poem Richard Corey illiterates this perfectly.) We all have to care about each other and be kind because we never know what people are dealing with behind the scenes. Bravo for being open and honest! Hugs to you!
I love my bed more than you
I love my bed more than you - преди 10 дни
I'm almost two years free from cutting and I know exactly what u were talking about. Thanks for the great, deep, emotional video.
(I'm german so pls don't hate bc of my grammar or anything)
Kanishtha Trehan
Kanishtha Trehan - преди 10 дни
I hope you have a great life ahead.
AveiroGaming
AveiroGaming - преди 11 дни
If you play it at 1.25 speed, it's still normal...😐
Nichole Allo
Nichole Allo - преди 11 дни
So. Beautiful. Honest. Thank u for this.its good healing and listening bc I go through alot of the same n think alot feel alot the way u do so waiting for more on your mom and that healing process.thank u for sharing
Shelly Licence
Shelly Licence - преди 11 дни
So happy for you that you were able to reconnect and are working on your relationship with your mother. My mother passed away suddenly from a massive heart attack in mid July. We had a Wonderfull relationship ( I am sorry that you did not) and my heart aches everyday because I miss her so much. My hope and wish for you is that as you 2 move forward with your healing process that you can learn to love and respect one another.🌟🌟😁😁
Jess Embree
Jess Embree - преди 11 дни
I cannot believe I never saw this video before.. I literally bawled like a baby. I love you, Jeffree, and am SO proud of your personal growth!! Just always remember where you came from and what you've been thru.. You are an AMAZING human being!! Your soul makes my heart smile!! ☺❤ Stay beautiful!!! XO_ P.S. Give that mirrored Dior a kiss frm me pls!! 💋
Ala Collins
Ala Collins - преди 13 дни
Loved this video and so happy for you J 💫 and Hope your mom gets better and wish you both the best !
PokemonPanda Lee
PokemonPanda Lee - преди 13 дни
❤💙💯
Jacklyn Timinski
Jacklyn Timinski - преди 14 дни
I love Jeffrey😭
Patty Wolfe
Patty Wolfe - преди 16 дни
Jeffree just love you & Nate just Breathe we still love you no matter what, everyone has skeletons in their closets & if they say they don’t they are
either lying too themselves or they haven’t lived long enough.... I hope you feel better getting that off your chest. I pray you & your Mom heal as time
goes by. You are blessed in so many ways so happy you & Nate have each it is Kismet😘
christinea cannon
christinea cannon - преди 16 дни
Pain is something that we as ppl are expected to cover up. We can't snap our fingers and just become ok,,, I don't believe there's no such thing as what is consider ' normal ' aka ok, all we can do is find our inner peace and learn to love ourselves...!
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