REVEALING MY LAST DARK SECRETS...

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Noelle Hoeh
Noelle Hoeh - преди 10 часа
You showed such tremendous courage sharing your story and being real... you are helping so many people. Thank you
Sheila Honrath
Sheila Honrath - преди 11 часа
I love you Jeffree 💙
Michelle Bennett
Michelle Bennett - преди 13 часа
I’m sorry miss spell
I meant pealing 😊🦋
Michelle Bennett
Michelle Bennett - преди 13 часа
You are courageous ❤️ and you just helped more people than you could ever realize by opening up and sharing things so painful about your life. It’s not easy but overcoming what you have proves how strong you are. You just keep peaking away those layers and continue your journey to healing.. there will be good days and bad days but never get discouraged. If you do just always remember the struggle the caterpillar 🐛 had to go through to become a beautiful butterfly 🦋
Best wishes to you and your mother and to all of yours😊👍✨💕
Dead Monster
Dead Monster - преди 18 часа
wow. You're so strong for saying this much. Im happy you are in a good state of mind like wow you and your mom have been through too much.
Friggin Weeb
Friggin Weeb - преди ден
I've tried to kill myself at least 4 times in the past 3 years including the last time being about 4 months ago I was so upset I thought there was no way to feel better and later I told my friend and they laughed at me and continues to laugh about it the last time I self harmed was in October of last year and nearly did it again but I couldnt do it and it's rough rn my mom got in a serious motorcycle accident and to give you some perspective the people who hit her died on scene and I've heard the man got cut in half she's been in a coma for almost a month and I don't know what to do and I'm so stressed out and I've fallen into depression again so hehehe
Valentin Elizalde
Valentin Elizalde - преди ден
Love girl!!!
Kristie Stolen
Kristie Stolen - преди 2 дни
Thank you for sharing your story, I self harmed from 11 years old to 18. I stopped for 15 years and I'm 34 and have fallen back into self harming again. Its what I do when I feel like I'm about to explode with all these emotions that I have trouble sorting out and fixing. I needed to hear your story it makes me feel not so alone. I love you Jeffree Starr
Amber Darlene
Amber Darlene - преди 2 дни
Omg! I can do relate. My Dad ditched me when I was 13. I've struggled with depression throgh it all.
Chrystal Hernandez
Chrystal Hernandez - преди 2 дни
Omg it was life seeing you were you coming from and how you grow through the years amazing thank you for sharing we love humanity!
Liz Butler
Liz Butler - преди 2 дни
Oh sweetie self harm is a really difficult to walk away from. I haven't self harmed since 2005. I still keep the razor blades in my bedside cupboard. You are a true angel with a beautiful body, mind and soul. I have survived so much. I ab struggling with a degenerative disease but I have not self harmed! OMG I also have had hard times and I cannot see her because of the fear the toxicity coming into my life again. I am so pleased you have managed to move forward. Never feel embarrassed for saying the truth. I wish I could sit with you and listen to you. You are an absolute star x
Galaxybunny Plays
Galaxybunny Plays - преди 3 дни
Don’t hate on this
Leslie Owens
Leslie Owens - преди 3 дни
Omg Jeffree, I can relate about the mother situation. I finally reached out to mine last week and, as always, she hasn’t even bothered to text me back after the first day. Please pursue your other dream. I watch your channel all of the time but I also watch it because you talk about mental health. Thank you.
Tuna Aydın
Tuna Aydın - преди 3 дни
Wow you were fucking *RICH* and your mom was homeless... Life is fucked up
Irene Hernandez
Irene Hernandez - преди 3 дни
I dont like shane...hes an opportunist!!!🤨
Tuna Aydın
Tuna Aydın - преди 3 дни
huh?
Marisa Benavides-Vereau
Marisa Benavides-Vereau - преди 3 дни
💖💖💖 Thank YOU!! Bless you!!!
Jennifer Finley
Jennifer Finley - преди 4 дни
I can not even imagine going though that, Im over here crying for you honey, your mothers story is just so sad :( I really want to send you and your mom healing energy and love. You and your mother will sleep very good tonight.
Madi Applebee
Madi Applebee - преди 4 дни
"the most hurt people inside, smile the most on the outside."
Wow... it hit way too close to the core. I'm shocked...
Sora Mansour
Sora Mansour - преди 4 дни
Jeffree is jerk boy and his vedio's too bad
Why you siad for people your name is jefree can you said Selena ,jolia,Sara you have tall hiar and you put mekup and you fake boy you girl.
hello there
hello there - преди 4 дни
Jeffree is so beautiful inside and out
Shaquille Oatmeal
Shaquille Oatmeal - преди 4 дни
We all need a Shane in our lives.
2 Hippy Chix 420
2 Hippy Chix 420 - преди 4 дни
Im so glad you are healing .opening up to people isnt easy. Your a BEAUTIFUL person inside and definitely outside
Misty Jennings
Misty Jennings - преди 5 дни
I just recently started watching your YouTube videos, and I have grown to love you and Nate for who you are and what you guys stand for. You are a strong beautiful amazing person. You are such a big inspiration to others. I hope the best for you and your mom, and you are able to build a strong relationship between you both. Stay strong, and we support you!
Ash Patterson
Ash Patterson - преди 5 дни
Inspiration, role model... the realest 🙏🏻🙌🏻
Cheryl Gonzalez
Cheryl Gonzalez - преди 5 дни
Your a good person
Vicki Cragle
Vicki Cragle - преди 5 дни
You are so amazing!!! You are a role model for so many people!!! Letting everyone know it’s okay and not alone! Keep slaying it sister ! Much Love!!!!! 😘 I loved every part of the series!
Jade Alise
Jade Alise - преди 5 дни
This is why I have been drawn to this channel. Thanks for sharing.
Luz Nevarez
Luz Nevarez - преди 5 дни
You're very brave for allowing us to see your life through the darkness, into the light! ✊Stay strong Jeffree!💕🙏🌻🕊💕
ginny lassiter
ginny lassiter - преди 5 дни
If you haven’t tried it yet... release old karmic energy. I hope that it helps you realize that your soul is bright and full of love. Let the light within you be cleansed and shine brightly.
Mz. Gina Queen of Talk
Mz. Gina Queen of Talk - преди 6 дни
Thank you for sharing and being Strong....you are helping a lot of people right now. I sooo understand, went through this with my daughter and thank God she's doing well right now, everyday is a journey.
Cobi Dodson
Cobi Dodson - преди 6 дни
I’ve started watching you on Facebook, and now moved to your YouTube Chanel! I love how open you are and you can tell us all the truth! I love you and you are an inspiration. The fact you have been though some hard times make you such a genuine person, and you defiantly don’t take this for granted. You’ve earned everything!!!!!
Ms.love
Ms.love - преди 6 дни
Hope to see ur birth mom on ur channel
Randy Patz
Randy Patz - преди 6 дни
We are always alone. ❤️
Samantha Shine
Samantha Shine - преди 6 дни
I am so glad I watched this! I have never met Shane, however, I can see how close you two have been lately-and I am very thankful that you have such a great friend in him! Everyone has had dark feelings from time! And as a (retired) mental health counselor), it makes me happy to see someone like you, who has literally come from nothing make a success of your life. There is something inherently lovable about you, Jeffree, and you have a great way of connecting with people, especially those who are "different." Glad you are here and if I had a child I would want one just like you! Nothing but love here, Jeffree.
Nicholas Bianchini
Nicholas Bianchini - преди 6 дни
Jeffrey sometimes when we see you and hear you we forget you are a person with a soul pain and suffering you are a good person you have heart you are a beautiful soul and honest Person and money hasn’t changed you
Alessandra Enright
Alessandra Enright - преди 6 дни
Jeffree, I finally gave you a chance a few months ago and I'm very happy I did. Despite controversy in your past, I believe everyone is entitled to a second chance. I just finished your series with Shane and it opened my eyes. It's so surreal to see influencers as big as you are really as normal as us. I self harmed for a very long time and it's been 5 years since I last did it. I relate to you so much in feeling this way, and I always put everyone else before myself. I have grown so much and I can tell you have to. Thank you ❤
Jinky Sams
Jinky Sams - преди 6 дни
I'm so touch I really follow you . Your amazing what I like to you is your real to yourself now .
Aigne Howard
Aigne Howard - преди 6 дни
First of all I love u. Thank u for being honest and transparent. U are beautiful ur relationship is beautiful. And I love both u and Nate. And all the babies. Please keep being honest and transparent. There are people who do care about u and want to to see this side of u. Head up smile on ur face. And girl please I know it's been awhile but please don't ever hurt yourself again.
Scarlette Jai
Scarlette Jai - преди 6 дни
almost a year! Hi how are yah?
lisa dillon
lisa dillon - преди 7 дни
ALOHA JEFFREE STAR, WOW, YOU ARE ONE BRAVE GUY GOOD FOR YOU KIDDO. I WOULD GIVE ANYTHING TO HAVE HAD A RELATIONSHIP WITH MY MOTHER BEFORE SHE PASSED BUT NOTHING I COULD DO COULD MAKE THAT HAPPEN. WE ARE BLESSED TO LIVE IN A TIME WHEN YOU CAN PUT YOURSLEF OUT THERE AND BE BLESSED AND SEE CHANGE HAPPEN AND CHANGE OTHERS LIVES IN THE PROSESS. I VISION SO MANY YOUNG PEOPLE SUFFERING LIKE YOU DID. THEY WATCH YOUR CHANNEL AND SEE THEMSELVES IN ONE WAY OR ANOTHER. ISNSPERATION IS AN INVISABLE HEALER...SO MUCH ALOHA TO YOU AND YOUR MOTHER...
Savannah Swets
Savannah Swets - преди 7 дни
just when i thought i could not love jeffree anymore then i already do he opens up about a lot of stuff that's hard to talk about and i realize we are more the same and i respect his struggles even more cause i been thru them family is really hard sometimes and it's easy to have very fast highs and lows and the energy from trying to always help them can be draining don't forget to set boundaries jeffree and take time for your self your a saint for trying so hard to have such good relationships with everyone you have a huge heart ❤️❤️❤️
CoLe Wlkr
CoLe Wlkr - преди 7 дни
❤️❤️❤️🌹love ya Jeffree🌹❤️❤️❤️
Maddy and Sarah M&S
Maddy and Sarah M&S - преди 7 дни
You should do a request on Claire’s makeup or even justice makeup
Bluegirl Yeah
Bluegirl Yeah - преди 7 дни
I loved the series! Thank you for sharing this part of your life with us❤️ Shane did a wonderful job & he seems like an awesome friend!💕
SARAH HOYLE
SARAH HOYLE - преди 7 дни
JEFFREE STAR you are an ANGEL sent here on this planet to teach others. I sat and watched all the videos with Shane in them, and that's the first time I've ever watched you on you tube, I can't even tell you how much I was drawn into your character, your story, your an inspiration to SO MANY and NOT just people who buy your makeup, your a STAR. People LOVE you Jeffree, and your success is a direct result of support people want to give you to lift you up. You have created a brand, and a network of humans who feed off of your ENERGY and SOUL. I'm a Makeup Artist, and Beauty Therapist and I dream of having my own brand one day. I will be watching you through your journey, and look forward to being inspired and motived by you. Sometimes we are thrown challenges in life only to make us stronger, but from that we can teach others how to deal with hard times. You are REAL and HONEST and sing the TRUTH and thats what we all love baby! x
Roxy Riot
Roxy Riot - преди 7 дни
I 💕 you xxx
Tokichiro Kinioshita
Tokichiro Kinioshita - преди 8 дни
Don't look at people what judge you, you work for all, and you don't need to care about that kind of people.. look at people what love you..not at that people what just to judge know, we love you.
Tokichiro Kinioshita
Tokichiro Kinioshita - преди 8 дни
Thank you Jeffrey you are amazing, I wish you a beautiful day xx
Danielle Arreguin
Danielle Arreguin - преди 8 дни
Thank you for sharing....
dabneyful
dabneyful - преди 8 дни
Jefferrstarr I'm a Str8 blk man who watch you everyday, I love watching how much you love Nate, your success makes me happy, but this storytime pulled at my heart, you deadass brave & real to reveal all this online, you get mad props from me.
Chris Stanwood
Chris Stanwood - преди 8 дни
There are certain things that happen that you’re never over. It’s OK. You’re OK. It will be OK.
CardiacTap FAM
CardiacTap FAM - преди 8 дни
You're a beautiful person inside and out. Thank you for sharing. My gma died 3 weeks before her 100th bday and outlived all of her children too. Your heart is so deep hon. There are us who have very deep hearts too. I also hide as not to get hurt. Much love. 💕💕💕
Stolen Zen
Stolen Zen - преди 8 дни
YEEET
Euforic Makeup
Euforic Makeup - преди 8 дни
After Shane sharing your story I really grew a new respect for you. For being so open and letting people in, I know really took so much for you to do. But to hear where you came from, to how your life is now is a true inspiration. I think the problem with the internet, most only show certain things. Its nice to see the raw and real. No one is perfect and we all have life get in the way. We all have ups and downs. You're amazing and strong. Keep being you.
Marie Gilmore
Marie Gilmore - преди 8 дни
Jeffree you are fucking amazing, I’m a self harmer and your story helps me a lot, I’m so happy for you and your mom, I hope you and her can work through your issues and get to a happy and peaceful place 💗
darin Foster
darin Foster - преди 8 дни
Watching that series was very moving. I'm very glad you were able to open up about all that's happened in your life. It opened my eyes to the deeper part of your life and respect your amazing bravery. I cried, and my heart broke for you.
Thank you for this video as well.....very brave and you are NOT ALONE.
CharlesMcneill VEVO
CharlesMcneill VEVO - преди 8 дни
18:12 🙋🏼‍♂️
Sandi Morris
Sandi Morris - преди 9 дни
It’s great that you’ve reconnected with your mom. Big hugs.
Sandi Morris
Sandi Morris - преди 9 дни
I knew that the self harm hadn’t ended 10 years ago. Life doesn’t just stop and self harm doesn’t either. I’m glad to hear that you have stopped. That makes you healthier. My son does. He tells me about it. It’s not something I could ever have told my parents but I’m thankful that he can share that with me. It scares me, it bothers me but that MY problem. I support him in all I can. My brother killed himself. I don’t want to lose my son because I have a problem.
Sometimes you can feel like you have overshared. So thank you for your honesty.
Haylei
Haylei - преди 9 дни
I'm looking forward to the point where I feel ready to hear my mom's story & heal our relationship, too. Life is short and brutal. It hurts seeing Jeffree hurting but that's better than feeling nothing towards this person.
Shaelyn Grady
Shaelyn Grady - преди 9 дни
Thank you for sharing Jeffree! It is very brave of you! I love hearing about all the personal things and the make up I just love watching and hearing about the parts of your life you show us.
Chase_Allen
Chase_Allen - преди 9 дни
I haven’t seen my real dad in over 10 years, he’s also homeless and I don’t know how to contact him, I hear from him every now and then but one day when I become stable/successful I want to try to mend our relationship before it’s too late and get him some help and stability. I think it’s a beautiful thing that you were in the position to help your mother. Life is too short for so much sorrow, it’s better to fix things before it’s too late. I love and respect you, nobody is perfect and it is so easy to judge behind a screen
J L
J L - преди 9 дни
Hi...balwing my eyes out at this RAW story of your precious Mother ...
Panic Towel
Panic Towel - преди 9 дни
It takes a lot of strength to get out of this place, especially when it is a permanent passenger.
Oriana Debellis
Oriana Debellis - преди 9 дни
You did good and right in so Happy that you have a relationship with your mom again .
Its never too late .
I have been through a lot like you the only thing different i did not cut myself .
I would like to talk with you personally we have a lot in common .
I Wish you all good things with your mom to. .
Emma Wilson
Emma Wilson - преди 9 дни
it breaks my heart to think my dad stopped talking to his adopted mother bc they were in a fight for years and she passed away in 2016 :( I never even met her. I also never got to meet my dads adopted dad bc he died of cancer when my dad was around 13
Emma Wilson
Emma Wilson - преди 9 дни
"hi, im homeless, how are you?" that made my heart stop for awhile :(
Galagya
Galagya - преди 9 дни
I've been homeless, more than once.
It happens. It can happen to anyone.
Life is difficult. If you're doing well, recognize all you have. Be grateful. It could all be gone before you know it.
Lisa Marie
Lisa Marie - преди 9 дни
i adore you
Jordyn Wallis
Jordyn Wallis - преди 10 дни
Wow thanks for sharing this because I can relate, thanks for being so strong.
Brenda Vasquez
Brenda Vasquez - преди 10 дни
Thank you for sharing parts of your life. I’m wanting to learn from your experiences, thanks for the honesty
Doris Soto
Doris Soto - преди 10 дни
I always say that the people that have money they always go through this !why? so then I rather keep been poor, just saying.
Kye
Kye - преди 10 дни
MAD respect for helping your mom. Says a ton about your character and your heart ❤️ and don’t lose touch again!! ❤️
Thiccest Sis
Thiccest Sis - преди 10 дни
I cried while watching this, I can’t imagine what you’ve gone threw.
Heather W.
Heather W. - преди 11 дни
Jeffree my parents have been married for 52 years this year. They still love each other very much.. they are both in their early 70's and still get around and have fun and do everything anyone else does... they actually put in more work on any given day than most people half their age and they just never stop going and going but I felt so connected to you when you were talking about your aunt and uncle it's just unbelievable when you realize how something similar in your own life effects others the same way and you just feel that connect for a bit. Thank you so much for getting on here and spilling your truth !! Can't say enough about how much it is appreciated. You are so damn real and legitimate ! Thank you so so much for sharing!
Down Town
Down Town - преди 11 дни
❤❤❤Good Understanding Vibes sent your way💖💖💖
Heather W.
Heather W. - преди 11 дни
You are welcome Jeffree. Watched with an open heart and loved every minute !! You truly gave us a side of yourself that made you even more human to me. You are a good soul. I love watching your videos and feel like now I know you better and trust you even more. Thank you for sharing. When you and Shane are together it's so interesting to hear you guys together... you are both so human and down to earth in reality. No reason not to share that. We love you.
انستغرام عمرو مسكون
انستغرام عمرو مسكون - преди 11 дни
😯😀
Linda Lauderdale
Linda Lauderdale - преди 11 дни
Thank you for sharing your story......when I was 14 my parents had me admitted to a pavilion for a suicide attempt self harm depression and anxiety and I continued to harm myself until I started dating my now husband he showed me that I wasn't alone and that he had my back. I was also struggling with a drug addiction but now I am 2 almost 3 years clean and I haven't harmed myself in almost 5 years
Linda Lauderdale
Linda Lauderdale - преди 11 дни
I take that back it has been 4 years
Ashley Wicker
Ashley Wicker - преди 11 дни
Sister you are AMAZING ❤️... Your authenticity, vulnerability, and rawness is something I wish more people could tap into every once in a while. Our past is part of the journey that brought us here... into this very moment... you made the choice to embrace your FABULOUS self... and you became a GORGEOUS icon... LOVE YOU 😘.
samantha Keller
samantha Keller - преди 11 дни
Your so gay
Rose
Rose - преди 12 дни
I relate to this so much. I self harmed for years and it kept getting worse till the point where every time I self harmed I had to go to hospital and get stitches. For the last couple of years I’ve stopped the cycle of self harming regularly, however I have relapsed a couple of times. And like you said, it’s ok to relapse. Relapse is a part of getting better. Thank you for sharing this with us. I know a lot of people don’t understand self harm and are judgemental, but it helps to know I’m not alone with having these kind of issues.
Aavale' Storm
Aavale' Storm - преди 12 дни
Jeffree your videos inspire me to believe...👣👣
Aavale' Storm
Aavale' Storm - преди 12 дни
Jeffree is going deeeeep👽👽
Sarah Sowards
Sarah Sowards - преди 12 дни
I’ve been a long time fan of yours, and re watching this video gives me chills. I have had 2 unsuccessful suicide attempts and GIRL THANK GOD! My life is finally perfect in every way. Love you! Keep being you ❤️
M Burns
M Burns - преди 12 дни
High heel roller skates...talk about suicide...Holy Crap!!!😂😂😂
kayla Daniels
kayla Daniels - преди 12 дни
tHANK YOU.  YOUR STORY NEEDED TO BE TOLD.
Cedar Bader
Cedar Bader - преди 12 дни
Love you Jeffree
Debbie Lacombe
Debbie Lacombe - преди 12 дни
You, DO NOT!!!!!! Have to expose, explain, justify, ANYTHING!!!!!!! It's your Life! Don't beat yourself up, the rest of the world, will do it! Enjoy, your life!
I Luv Hou
I Luv Hou - преди 12 дни
Oh Jeffree. Bless you and family. I had both of my parents for a long time & I'm the youngest of 5. Yet I feel robbed for not having them anymore. Time indeed flies by. I am very happy for you and no matter what happens you will always have this time with your Mom that no one can take away from you. I'm hugging young Jeffree saying I am so very sorry for the loss of your father. And send you hugs always. This loss is monumental that no one can grasp unless they've been through it.
I still miss my Mama & Daddy everyday. I still think of them during some decisions I make, funny things they did said, fun & funny times we had together. If I live to be 100 I feel inadequate to fully appreciate the experiences I had with them. I feel humanly incapable. But I appreciate deeply for what I am able. They were flawed but they were perfect for me. I know you will cherish this time with your mother and be grateful for what it is now. You're a good child. 💞
p.s. btw @19:58 my eyes instantaneously burned & stang
Lamb Jiggy
Lamb Jiggy - преди 13 дни
Jeffree you are so brave, I love you so much! I pray every blessing, healing and breakthrough in the world for you and your family.
Alondra Ponce
Alondra Ponce - преди 13 дни
2019 June Watching This
Carrie and Charlie Mae
Carrie and Charlie Mae - преди 13 дни
You're truly an amazing person and real ❤️
Love you so much.
nerisa nhery
nerisa nhery - преди 13 дни
Hi jeffree i lab watching ur videos coz for me u r such an inspiration keeo going love lots from🇨🇿
Sharon Novak
Sharon Novak - преди 13 дни
Jeffree thanks for sharing your story, soooo sorry you have been through that. I have been suicidal for the last 35 years life is so hard!!! I am sooooo glad your doing better. This WORLD is filled with hate. Being gay, lesbian and Transgender must be sooooo hard people are assholes. I love people all people and Christians think they are soooo much better then others they are not. Awww so sorry about your Mom soooo happy you connected with your mom😊😊😊yay!!!!
Sharon Novak
Sharon Novak - преди 13 дни
Love love you you are so pretty, fuck the haters their jealous your prettier then most WOMEN hahahah LOLOLOLOLOL heeeeheeeee 😄 😄
micka leaño
micka leaño - преди 13 дни
You come full circle now... iloveyou more now,I'm so sorry you have to go through all of that and thankyou for sharing.....
Krystle Boyle
Krystle Boyle - преди 14 дни
Hey hun... I had suicidal thoughts the last few years. Then the start of the year my granpop passed and in March I was diagnosed with mild depression. So there a days maybe weeks I'll be happy bubbly me and then ill have 2-3 days of going into the dark. Watching your video helped.
heledge
heledge - преди 14 дни
Thankyou so much for sharing this with us you are not alone I have struggled for years with mental health and I am now starting to feel me again because of my partner he makes me whole, opening up and letting your guard down is hard but once you have done it and let everything out Jim feel like i/you become to blossom and it is a good thing xxx as for not speaking to your mum I dont speak or see myne after she wiped her hands of me because of my mental illness wich is sad but hey my door is open shes my mum but I dont think I can speak to her because she thinks my mental health is fake. Any way thank you for sharing your story I really appreciate you being honest and open even though you dont have to, you really are one in a million and for that I love you and you are my inspiration in life. Love Helen from the UK xxxxxx🥰 speak soon xxxx
Sil C.
Sil C. - преди 14 дни
I’m still crying the best series ever jeffree your such o Good person that’s why God is so good to you this is called Gods good Karma thank you to be so honest with your family is your subscribers we have your back or at least I do!!! Stay away from the jealous negative people money 💰 hungry assholes
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